i’ll never see you again. maybe once for you to reclaim your belongings, but after that, it’s as if we never knew one another, and it kills me to think that someone i loved so deeply will soon be a stranger.
i woke up today, thinking, “i wonder if i’ll see him today” and then i remembered, and i sobbed into my pillow until i fell back asleep. i should have never made that promise. i don’t want to feel this anymore.